Realization.
I have always wondered how do I attract the things, event, situation, people and everything that I want. I kept visualizing it. Everything. It hardly ever even become a result.
But then, I realized.. That I have been focusing on the things that upsets me more instead of telling myself or thinking things are gonna be all right.
You can’t have positivity while feeling negative too. Change what you think, change everything! Don’t think or dwell upon the hows, whys, whens! It’s just gonna get in your head and sooner or later you’ll just burst out and won’t believe in the wonders of life anymore! And then you’ll start giving up, and look at yourself like someone useless and things just wouldn’t go as smoothly as you want it to.
You WILL get what you want. Anything. But just don’t change your current reality in a way where it’s gonna seem all impossible. Take one step at a time, slowly change one thing to another. Eventually no matter the time, the time won’t matter.
Whoever it is that annoys you, leave it! Don’t even put feelings on them! Don’t feel anything for them! Why torture yourself and satisfy them? I’m not saying in terms of pleasing anyone. But just be yourself. Like what some would say “you were born an original, then don’t die a fake.” or it went on something like that. Nevertheless! Your life is your choice. You choose how you want it to be. If you choose happiness, then think of happiness! Have a peace of mind in you and you’ll learn that it feels amazing than ever!
Like me, I love reading romance novels. I’m a serious addict on romance novels. I love alternative, pop/punk, hard rock/punk, acoustic sentimental, jazz and pop sentimental and most people love mainstream musics. But I don’t give a damn whoever think just because i listen to songs most people don’t listen to anymore of even heard of. I’ve never been sure or what I want, but, right now all I know is that I want to be happy. I want to get good grades. Laugh crazily with my boys and best buddies. Hang out and watch stupidly crazy horror movies and yell at people during 7k or something like that.
What’s stopping me? Nothing. I’ve been having a hard time, ever since the early of this year trying to figure what’s gonna happen and what’ll be mine. But, instead of having answers I became confused as ever. It took me this long to realize that, life has more to offer than it seems. I know I say that a lot, but I actually didn’t contradict what I say. I am actually feeling what I said.
So YOU! Whoever you are, you are just as smart, beautiful, good looking, handsome, successful, etc as Einstein, Thomas Edison, Megan fox or anyone! These people became who they are now because they believed in themselves! So why not you have some belief and faith upon yourself too? Don’t worry! You don’t have to force yourself to completely believe it, I know, it’s hard at first. Cause I’m still struggling. Just relax, and slowly. Take things slow. You’ll eventually have a peace of mind of your own, my friend.
I had a wild crazy thought while I was reading through physics for my test tomorrow and I couldn’t seem to concentrate so I came here and thought of posting something up. Encourage myself. Cause I was so annoyed that this week is such a stressful week due to the fact of the workload and it’s assessment week too.
Nevertheless, you are in control!
Much luck from me!
xxxx
