screw it
you know what? seriously, screw all those people that keep telling you you’re not pretty enough, or that you’re not even pretty to them, you’re not handsome enough, not working out enough to look good, not smart enough, not fun enough, or that they just can’t seem to like you for who you are, or whatever shit or judgmental remarks of insults they have to insult you.
Because, a girl or a guy that has the most brightest and most sincere smile and has the most nicest kindness ever are amazing yet beautiful people.
Everyone feels the need to want, and the need to feel like they’re good-looking enough or rather yet, beautiful enough to make people want them, to make them feel special. I would be lying if i’d say that i’ve never felt once that my self-esteem goes down and feel bad about myself. Of course i did! but, over the years, you’ll slowly learn (well, i did) that it doesn’t matter. Because.. i don’t know, i’ve always been the kind of person that does whatever it is i want even though most people does not have an immense interests as i do. What i really have trouble overcoming is that, my most strongest and vital enemy is, ME. I don’t know what i want in life. But, life’s a roller coaster, i’m sure i’ll work things out.
you see, i believe in knowing how someone’s inner self are rather than their outer self, sometimes. I mean, of course i’d be hypocritical and contradicting my words if i’d say i don’t judge people by their look. I do. but i try my best to constantly remind myself to always get to know someone through the inside first than to jump to any conclusions. I don’t want to contradict my moral values, i do my best not to.
I get fascinated by news, new ones especially. Like big shock news, what’s funny is that i’d always.. well, not always. But, most of the time, when i heard of those rumors the first time, i’d always get to listen the real story from REAL people. Its amazing isn’t it? I don’t know how to really explain, but yeah. And its especially hard MOST OF THE TIME i’d have to pretend with most people that I HAVE NO IDEA What’s really happening. it’s hard, but i’m still coping with getting used to it.
Okay, woah. This post seems to jump from one topic to another.
Anyway, never let anyone let you think or doubt yourself. You are who you are, and you’re definitely not a failure. Its really okay if you think you don’t know what you want or that what you’re good at, just always be positive. You can like take up a hobby to see what you really like. you just gotta have that unwavering faith, because faith could bring you to another level of amazing things. And never let any situations, make you think otherwise. Don’t do anything reckless over jealousy, ‘cause it could lead to one bad thing to another. Never ever manipulate stories, especially when its none of your business. Just, remember that you know yourself more than anyone, and deep down, YOU KNOW THAT. its just a matter of time you realize it. Gratitude helps. ALOT. whenever your days doesn’t go as plan, at the end of the day. replay everything as you like it, change the scenes of your life or day that didn’t go well, and you’ll ACTUALLY realize that the most tiniest thing is worth being grateful for. You just need to search, deep down.
Nobody knows what’ll happen in the future, i suggest we all just make the best of it. Life’s too fragile and short, to be wasted. Be free! get inspired! travel the world, follow your heart. better yet, fall in love! :)
All right, i think that’s about what’s on my mind. I’m truly sorry for having this really long post, but have fun! it might be worth reading ;)
lots of love,
x
