June 2012
1 post
daily dose of happiness
life itself
falling in love
staying in, watching DVDs the WHOLE DAY
having the longest conversation with your loved ones
long phone calls/texts with your best and ever boyfriend
laughing at how ridiculous you’ve been (at times)
hearing your favourite song
laughing at how funny your friends could be
long walks on the beach
happiness from within
that feeling you get when you’re...
May 2012
14 posts
April 2012
37 posts
Crazy
“Tell me what’s wrong with society, and everywhere I look i see, rich guys driving big SUVs while kids are starving in the streets. And no one cares, no one likes to share, I guess life’s unfair..”
Skype call sesh
Me: I guess some people are just so messed up. I have no idea why is that ass doing that to be honest -.-
J: well, whatever it is... *laugh* good luck for him. Cause it ain't gonna turn out good for him.
Me: hahahaha it happened once. Something like this.
J: wow, comes in the family eh?
The convo vaguely went like this... It was funny at some point. FOR ME.
“Happiness comes within yourself. Never ever forget that no one, I repeat, NO...”
a different turn
My curiosity made me did what i wasn’t supposed to do, but i did it anyway. I didn’t feel any satisfaction at all in the beginning, they’re mostly just.. confusions & more curiosities at first. Now, i realized life is taking me to a very amazing turn :)
Life’s been pretty good, i’m super content than i thought i’d be, truth to be told. Been pretty obsessed...
Restart; fast forward
I truly feel like I don’t have a life. I have add maths tuition on Monday, physics on tuesday, chemistry on Wednesday and Thursday. Free day on Friday. Then maths tuition on Saturday + extra class in school.
Except for well… This guy who’s been texting me everyday. A good old friend that talks and text me everyday. It keeps me occupied, don’t get me wrong. But I have...
Assessment
There’s still 2 more subjects to be done for; which are Sejarah/History and Chemistry.
I’ll read through sejarah, but I don’t know how I’m going to survive chemistry.
luck for me?
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I wish
I just wish that someone would actually… Realize.
Enough
I’m just bloody tired. Physically, mentally and emotionally, I feel so drained. I just don’t think that currently I have the energy to actually care anymore. Not even sleep can fix it, it could, but only temporarily because once I do wake up, I’ll wake up feeling crappier than ever realizing that things are different. All I need right now, is hope. God help me.
I’m tired...
Deprived
I’m literally so tired I can’t take it anymore that school’s so tiring.
Assessment test is bloody annoying.
Deprivation
I JUST WANT TO SLEEP, GIVE ME MORE HOLIDAYS
..I can already feel the migraine coming. Fudge cake.
Hold on
I don’t know how long I can keep this up. I’m so selfish. I really am.
I’m gonna promise myself to not let anyone make me feel inferior.
This will be the last time… For now.
But honestly, I never thought this would make me feel so “disturbed” than any way I thought is possible. Everything I watch, listen to, or even see a status update, I’ll see...
I wish
”..but I see you slow dancing, tearing me apart cause you don’t see. Whenever you kiss him I’m breaking..”
No more
I guess what they always say that “time heals”, is quite right. We should all start moving on if something really isn’t meant to stay in our life.
Whenever we think our life is the worst of all, remember that, there’s people that doesn’t even have a proper life and we do. We need to do our best to be grateful. THAT is what I need to do right now. Since moving on...
“Let me tell you something, you’re a dick. You ruin this little thing...”
“Trust no one.”
Give me a sign, I wanna believe
What have I really done? 3